Of course. Good stuff!
The Purification Crusade
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why can’t I get it right for the life of me when I’m recording it, this still has noticeable mistakes.
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It took my 8 centuries but I did it.
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Yeah, I feel wildly different emotions at the drop of a hat. It’s a weird state of calm where I exist.
I just wanted to open up a topic for discussion if anyone was interested.
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Maybe the ending of the movie resonates with your feelings. The movie interpreted mixed emotions as a part of growing up, and considering how much research Disney puts into their scripts I’d say they’re psychologically not far off.
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Sorry for the quality btw.
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It took you 20 minutes but okay.
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Time is relative.
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I’m disappointed it’s not you singing. The song is called Der Flohwalzer. And that’s not what Einstein meant.
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Thanks! It’s a song that not even my piano teacher could remember the name of.
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Yep. My whole life. People appreciate my passions and my depth of emotion.
I am waaaay too empathetic for my own good. The trick is learning how to stay a functional human while navigating your own minefield.
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I am a rare case of someone with ASD who is too empathetic myself.
I have a tendency to feel how others are fealing amd in a recent case where they made it seem like there was a bigger problem then it was I was on the verge of tears while they where fine.
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I’m probably too young to offer much insight, but I really get that when I keep building someone up as something in my mind, and they do something to shatter that image. Like if a boss I thought was a shithead does something extraordinary nice that I wouldn’t think of.
I think talking it over with a few people you can truely feel safe around helps.
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I usually instinctively tried to minimise all communication in this case. It worked well.
They became not a friend, but just someone you know though, it happens. A bit sad, but it’s just life.
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So I made this drawing, but due to the coloration it ended up looking like P-Body from portal 2 if it was a furry 
I have reached a new level of furry trash.
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And after several months, I know this to be necessary…
…doesn’t lessen my internal struggle, but the concept does allow me a path to move forward. My memories are very emotionally driven; that is to say I don’t make memories unless there is a strong emotional imprint. As a consequence, emotions that I don’t want to forget how to express cause me to relive cataclysmic events, or drown in nostalgia.
I can’t say that I hate it, though. There are many pluses to how it all works up in my head. I just have to shut down sometimes in the quiet moments to reset my focus.
There are people from fifteen years in my past about which I feel just as strongly as anyone that I will ever come to know. The emotions are always fresh.
I really try not to seem like I am complaining whenever I try to explain why I have distant eyes at times. I don’t function all that differently than any other person. I can’t say that I am special as a general observation, but as a specific singularity of the atoms I contain…well, there is no other.
Anywho…I hope you all understand why this place is so special to me. I have made so many memories; so many friends. I know it all ends someday. I know we all end someday. The 
button is not a simple acknowledgment of appreciation for me…it is an overt and systematic expression of my faith in you all, my dear friends. Don’t ever tell yourself that you’re efforts here are worthless. This place has become more than just a game forum. Whether I agree with everything said on this forum is irrelevant to me. I simply think that you are all worth my time, that your lives are as diverse as the stars and as fascinating, and that your flaws deserve the same amount of love as your talents.
Call me naive. Call me delusional. Call me gullible.
…but also…call me Friend, Family, and Support.
When I say that I will never forget you…
…you’d better damn well believe it.
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Does anyone know how to read russian cursive?
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